December 2010
Reblog if you are secretly suffering from the pain...
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so i'm shit outta luck..
my mother saw my cuts. all 12494243890759803745903275 billion of them on my legs. going to the doctor on thursday. wish me luck. probably going to some retarded hospital or shit like that ! this should be lovely…
top ten on why zoey cuts. (zoey is me)
it takes away the emotional pain…at least for a while.
the blood.
to watch my skin slowly separate as the razor slices open my leg.
it’s the only way i know to deal with my pain
i bottle up my emotions
i like pain.
it gives me secrecy.
music encourages me.
it makes me stop crying.
the only thing i think about when i cut , is more. i need more cuts , more blood , more scars....
“We were a silent , hidden though in the folds of oblivion , and we have become a...”
– Kahlil Gibran.
haven't slept all night. don't think i can even go...
all nighter. ew. i have school in three hours. people better stay the fuck away from me. got my bag packed , along with my bestfriend , the razor-blade <3 .
my friend is wrapping my thighs in gauze. they need it . bad. 200 cuts. 100 on each leg. yay. good job Zoey. you’re a fucking cheerleader , what the hell are you going to do now !?
GOD PLEASE HELP ME !
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showyourlovetoday-deactivated20 asked: Soooooo how did it start for you?, if you don't mind me asking.
showyourlovetoday-deactivated20 asked: Soooooo how did it start for you?, if you don't mind me asking.
showyourlovetoday-deactivated20 asked: Talking about it doesn't really trigger me. Its more of images and stuff. But thanks <3
showyourlovetoday-deactivated20 asked: Talking about it doesn't really trigger me. Its more of images and stuff. But thanks <3
showyourlovetoday-deactivated20 asked: I wanted to follow you and hopefully get to be able to talk to you. I'm addicted to cutting as well but no one in my life knows. I'm just looking for someone that I can talk to that understands. =/
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my name is zoey and i'm addicted to cutting.
that up there ^^ has been going through my mind all fucking day. and it won’t go away. i didn’t cut today. i’m sooo surprised. i don’t know why. i’ve done it before… - well i actually told somebody about my “monster” today. i call my addiction the monster. so at church ; yes i’m a Christian ; i told somebody. i lifted up my dress and...
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last night...
last night my boyfriend told me not to cut…
well , i didn’t , and i’m proud of myself. but now…
now everything is begging me to slice open my leg and wipe away the red ribbon flowing from my leg or wrist. whichever i prefer.
everything is triggering me . i mean EVERYTHING <— scratch that. no , i CHOSE to look at triggering things because I want to cut....
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long-sleeves & razor blades =
for now..
for now , i am satisfied with the damage i have done , the cuts i have made , and the loss of blood…
for now that is..
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132 cuts and i'm still not satisfied.
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Why we do it.
We do it because it hurts…
We do it because we cannot deal with all of the stress…
We do it because we crave the silky red ribbon that flows from our wrist as it’s sliced open.
We do it because it blocks out the emotional pain with physical pain…at least for a while…
We love the adrenaline rush that comes with it…
We do it because we do not know how else to deal with the pain, sorrow &...
this is...
this is life…
this is the pain and the hurt…
this is what we all go through everyday…
life is, well it’s not fair. but we all know that.
most people live in a fantasy world..
but hello ! WAKE UP ! this world is broken.
we all need help ! we are malicious and hurtful.
i mean…we all hurt eachother.
let’s fix it.
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